A Month Later…

Wow. So I’m super behind. I think I’m getting tired of writing because I never have any good news.

I started my third chemotherapy regimen of Brentuximab on February 1. It’s not as bad as ICE. I only have to do it once a week every three weeks. It’s actually only a 30 minute infusion. But, they have to knock me out with Benadryl to administer it. I end up passing out for 3-4 hours.

My oncologist called Brentuximab the Hodgkins Lymphoma miracle drug. Well… why didn’t I get that first?! Apparently, they only use it when everything else has failed. Most commonly it’s been used in patients who have had autologous transplants that have failed. I was wondering why I started it before I even got my transplant. My doctors said they just wanted to get the tumors as small as possible before starting the transplant.

Brentuximab is also the drug they use for maintenance therapy after a patient is in remission to prevent relapse. So I’ll probably be on it for a while. My oncologist also said that they’re looking into making it more of a front line drug and that “it could change the landscape of Hodgkins.” So I guess I’m just a guinea pig.

The side effects aren’t too bad. I still get the usual nausea and fatigue. I really wish I could just throw up. I don’t know if that would make me feel better at all but seems like it’d be better than just gagging all the time. I could get 12 hours of sleep and then take a nap two hours later. Why am I so tired?! I can barely do anything.

I had my second Brentuximab treatment this past Monday. I’ll have a third one on March 14, a PET scan on March 21 (if my insurance lets me), and then I’ll get the results on March 28. So we’ll see what happens. I really don’t think anyone, including my doctors, knows what’s going on.

It’s very frustrating and I don’t want to think about it anymore. I feel like I can’t live my life. I just want to make plans and do things like a normal person. But, I can’t because I might have chemo or they might decide to start my transplant. Who knows?!

As I mentioned in a previous post, I was honored at an LLS fundraising event at the beginning of the month. It was pretty fun. It was held at the College Football Hall of Fame in Atlanta. Justin and Kelsey came with me. The museum is very interactive so we were just running around doing all of the interactive exhibit stuff. The event ended up raising over $5,000!

Circle of Hope at the LLS Fundraising Event.

Circle of Hope at the LLS Fundraising Event.

Kelsey, me, and Justin. It was a Princess and Pirates theme so Kelsey is dressed like a pirate.

Kelsey, me, and Justin. It was a Princess and Pirates theme so Kelsey is dressed like a pirate. I was a princess. Justin was himself.

We also celebrated Chinese New Year at the beginning of the month. Then, there was Valentine’s Day. A free brunch. And more chemo.

Chinese New Year dragon dance.

Chinese New Year dragon dance.

Me and Justin at the Atlanta Symphony for Valentine's Day.

Me and Justin at the Atlanta Symphony for Valentine’s Day.

Free brunch courtesy of Dinh's bonus.

Free brunch with the crew courtesy of Dinh’s bonus.

That pretty much wraps up the month for me. I know there’s a week left. But, I probably won’t be doing much. Hopefully, I’ll have some better news in my next post. I’m just… really tired…

~SL

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